Sunday, January 20, 2013

What we've been doing ... with pictures

Here is a picture tour of what the Adams family has been doing the past couple of months.

We are having a baby in May. Here is how we almost announced it to everyone-






That's right; we're having another boy. We're still open to any name suggestions.

We are still getting used Atlanta, but it has been a rather pleasant fall/winter ... if you can call 
60 degrees winter.

Henry got a nasty cold that required a trip to the hospital, but all is well now.


 Lydia had a birthday. We can't believe she is seven years old. Her greatest desire was to eat dinner at Texas Road House and sit in the saddle.

But she still loves her babies, and that helps to reassure us she is still a little girl.


Henry and his Dad have been super heroes around the house constantly. 


We had a great Christmas with three spoiled children.


Lydia took a trip to the Georgia Aquarium and ever since, she has told everyone she will be a dolphin trainer when she grows up.




Her favorite was the Beluga whale. 


We had an interesting cultural experience when attending Catholic Mass with Scott's friend from work. Next week, Scott's friend will attend our Church.


We let the kids bang some pots and pans on New Years (at 9:00 p.m.). Who knew these were so fragile? 


We joined Scott for lunch at the CNN Center, across the street from Scott's work. While eating lunch we had a cameraman asked us a question and a friend later said she saw us on television that night.


We finally got the pictures finished from our trip to Utah last September. Here are some highlights.


Scott's favorite-



My favorite-












Monday, November 5, 2012

My Story. Part 2

There is so much information I feel like I want to share. Too much to even share in several blog posts. I highly suggest that if you feel so prompted after reading about my experience you go and sign up for the next 40 day meditation challenge with Felice. Here is my "cliff's notes" version of the how, and why of my last 40 days:

I knew right away that I wanted to be a part of this meditation challenge. The word "meditation" was just hitting me so strongly. I had always known that meditation was a good thing for people to do. I just didn't know how to do it. I had tried before and just sitting in my room, trying to be quiet was always so confusing. I just couldn't do it. I needed someone to teach me how to meditate. This is where Felice comes in. She is the one conducting the 40 day meditation challenge and I signed up for her weekly webinar class. This was one of the best things I've ever done for myself.

In our first class Felice quoted a scripture from Doctrine and Covenants section 88 verse 91: "And all things shall be in commotion, and surely men's hearts shall fail them for fear shall come upon all people." Christ is warning us what this world will be like when time is wrapping up before His coming. This scripture just blew me away because my heart was literally failing me. Not in a heart attack sort of way -which is happening to way too many people- but in a psychological sort of way. I could not function in my daily life because my heart was failing to keep up with the stress going on in my mind. I would venture to say that people's hearts are failing them every day in every way and some may not even know it. The more I open up about my issues with anxiety, the more I find that everyone is dealing with anxiety on some sort of level.

The world knows that it is important to physically prepare your heart with exercise for whatever issue may appear, but no one talks about the need to spiritually and mentally prepare your heart. For those of us who are LDS, we have always heard how we differ from our pioneer ancestors because they had a physically demanding trial and we, of this generation, shall have the spiritually demanding trials. I never understood what this meant until this last year. The world is spinning faster, our lives are on hyper-speed and our sub-conscious minds are being overloaded with information and stimulation. The sub-conscious is supposed to file all the millions of thoughts and simulations we receive so we can choose which things are important to focus on and hide the rest away. But they are getting so crammed with information that it's overflowing and creating havoc on our spiritual and physical selves.

This is where meditation comes in. President of the LDS church in the 1970's David O. Mckay said, "Meditation is one of the most secret, most sacred doors through which we pass into the presence of the Lord." This is exactly what meditation is. Spending time with just you and the Lord and aligning your heart with His. This sounds intense...and like a lot of work, maybe a little overwhelming. But I learned in this class that you don't necessarily have to do a whole lot, or even be able to think a whole lot for this to happen.

Felice taught me several different kinds of meditation. The one I have done for the last 40 days is called Kirtan Kriya. You can google it. In fact, Felice has several videos on youtube that are helpful under her youtube name Progressive Prophetess. This meditation I do has a mantra that I chant. This may seem way to "weird" or "out in left field" for some of you. It did for my mom when I tried to share it with her. All I can say is that it has changed my life. When I had a few days of resistance or hesitation with the meditation I would ask Heavenly Father when I prayed if this was something that was good for me and would help me. I always got the answer, "Yes, this is good for you". I would feel happy and excited to meditate again.

So, in what ways have I felt this meditation change my life? I'll tell you, within 3 days of doing Kirtan Kriya I was finding myself falling asleep without having to count my breathing to try and keep my heart rate down. I can now look back and see how seriously depressed I really was, even though I didn't really think that was part of my problem. I feel happy and so blessed to be mother to my children. They are no longer a burden to me. In fact, my ability to stay calm and patient when they are acting up has increased ten fold! My follow through with discipline and my ability to communicate with my kids has improved greatly. I feel so much love for them. I feel so much love for other people. Now that my heart is open to God's, I can feel His love flowing out of me to other people. My prayers have changed and I somehow feel inspired to ask for certain things from God that I never would have asked for before. I have been much more grateful and sincere in my prayers. This all may seem very drastic, and it is! It's only been 6 weeks.

Do I still struggle with anxiety? A little bit. Basically, I've noticed that when I am tired I lose the ability to control my thoughts and emotions. So, when I am overly tired, I struggle more. But let me just tell you that even these moments are mild in comparison to just my every day struggles 6 weeks ago.

Meditation works people! If you want to research on your own, and create your own process, or mantra, or whatever then just do it. There are a lot of books on meditation out there, even websights that are helpful. The key is to be consistent and do it everyday. Trust me, it will change your life!




Friday, November 2, 2012

My Story. Part 1

Today, as I was laying next to Henry while he fell asleep for a nap (because he's sick, sadly, this is not a regular occurrence) I felt inspired to write down my story over the last 4 months. Because I have arthritis issues with my hands, it hurts to write in a journal. So, this shall be where I share my story and I hope that by sharing, maybe someone who needs to hear it will stumble upon this place and find solace and relation.

On July 17, at 4:00 a.m., while sleeping, I was hit with a major, sudden, and unexpected panic attack. I had never had a panic attack, or anything like this before and thought I was having a heart attack. Embarrassingly, I was transported to the ER via an ambulance and spent an entire day being tested and probed for heart problems only to be told, over the phone, by a cardiologist that my heart is healthy and I must've had some anxiety and to just go home and rest. I felt like an idiot. This day began my journey of painful, never ending anxiety. I suffered everyday. Sometimes, all day...and all night. My heart would race and I couldn't catch my breath. My chest was sore and it hurt to breath. Sometimes the pressure in my chest would be so overwhelming I literally couldn't do anything but lay down. I had pulling/straining pains in my upper back. Digestion issues. Headaches. Exhaustion. I became very depressed. Kind people who wanted to help would tell me to find things I enjoy and do them often. It was then that I realized that I didn't enjoy anything anymore. Literally, I didn't enjoy my kids, even when they were being sweet. I didn't enjoy baths, or baking, or makeup, or making friends. We didn't have any close friends here in Atlanta yet. Though our church group is wonderful and I knew I could call several people from our church at anytime and receive help, I didn't want to call them. I didn't want to put forth any kind of effort in any socialization.

During these weeks I would beg my husband, almost on a daily basis it seemed, to give me a Priesthood Blessing before bed. I would read my scriptures and pour my soul out in prayer. "Help thou my unbelief" I would cry as I was sure that my Heavenly Father could heal me and stop this madness and it was just my wavering faith that was in the way. My prayers helped...a little. I would sob, nightly in conversation with God. Eventually exhaustion, and the peace of knowing that my Heavenly Father would take care of me, I would slip into a slumber. Often just to be woken up a few hours later with the pounding of my heart.

We had JUST moved to the Atlanta area and I didn't have a doctor yet. The process of finding a doctor that was approved by my insurance and would still accept new patients was long and stressful. I knew I needed to see a doctor. It took roughly 4 weeks before I was seen. When I finally got in to see someone she was very understanding and really wanted to be very helpful. She suggested that I start taking two prescription medications and one OTC. 1- Zoloft, an antidepressant 2- Xanax, an anxiety med 3- Unisom, a sleep aid.
I have always been weary of taking medications and am not a fan so I told her I would have to do some research and think and pray about these and get back to her.

That very day I heard from a friend whose brother-in-law had just committed suicide weeks after taking a new antidepressant medication. This was a huge red flag for me and I saw it as a sign from God that these pills would not help me. I WANTED to take these pills and I WANTED them to help me. But as time went on, the more I would think about the possibility of them making my situation worse, and not better (which is rare, but does happen) the worse my anxiety would get. This was my answer from God about the antidepressants.

I just never got any sleeping aids, because I don't like the idea of becoming addicted to them and not being able to sleep without them. This is not freedom and health for me. I knew there was another way I could overcome my anxiety. I just didn't know what it was yet.

The Xanax. I did fill a prescription for Xanax. The main purpose I had in doing this was because we were about to fly to Utah to spend two weeks with family and I did not want to be a slave to my anxiety while there. I did not want my anxiety to overtake my time with my family. The Xanax was a "take as needed" drug for me. I used it about 4 or 5 times before I thought I might be pregnant and then didn't want to risk anything, just in case, so I stopped using it even when I wished I could.

When we got back from Utah, I began seeing a therapist weekly. She has helped me immensely and I still see her regularly. I felt for sure that my purpose in seeing a therapist was to uncover some mystery of a "stresser" that was causing all this anxiety and as soon as we could figure out my "trigger" I could fix it and all would be well. I found out that this is not how therapy actually works for most people. Because I didn't have anything to pin point my anxiety to I think that added to my stress. But my therapist let me know that it doesn't matter what it is that stresses us out, what matters is our ability to recognize when our body is starting to spiral out of control and be able to stop the process in it's tracks. On our very first visit she taught me the importance of breathing, breathing correctly and paying attention to my breathing. I began breathing down through my belly and diaphragm and focusing on slowing it down and pushing the breath deeper. This helped me a ton, but I was still battling anxiety almost daily.

Then, one day I stumbled upon this:


Progressive Prophetess

It was as if a light turned on inside my soul and I could feel the Holy Ghost telling me inside that this was my answer.

I am going to take a break and finish my story (novel!) at a later time. Just know that it has an incredibly happy ending and if you're curious, visit the web sight HERE for more information about the 40 day meditation challenge.


Friday, October 26, 2012

Lately

Since I've lost my mojo for blogging, but there is still a nasty, guilty, nagging feeling that I should, I thought I would just sort of do an update throw-up if you will. 

Here is a few of our happenings from the last two months:

We went camping along the Appalachian trail:



These kids enjoyed playing the fire too much for my liking. 


We hiked along the Appalachian trail for a while. 



We helped our church in a service project going door to door asking for donations to the food pantry. 
I was very skeptical and had a bad attitude, but it ended up being a very fun experience for our family. 



This little boy turned FOUR. 
It's killing me. 

Lydia and I enjoyed a milkshake as part of Henry's birthday celebration. 

My mother in law made an awesome Halloween quilt for me. 
I LOVE it!

 I may have had the best burger EVER at this cool and hip place. 
(way better than even Fudruckers, I tell ya!)

*Quick history* - My mom and grandma used to own a business where they designed t-shirts back in the 90's. It was a great success and these were one of their best sellers:
The girls have loved wearing them to school. 


 School pictures remind me of how beautiful my girls are.


 Our good friends had us over for a weenie and marshmallow roast for family home evening. 
I'm so happy to have good friends with a fire pit in their backyard!! 



Saturday, September 29, 2012

Scott's Trespass

Many of you may have noticed that Chablis' desire to blog is not quite what it used to be. Still, this is the best method we have of mass communication to friends and family, so I hope you all can forgive my dull post.

Lest you think I am very strange for not only the act of posting here, but also the substance of the post, I wanted to explain myself. I wrote, and then published, this post for the following reasons: (1) I am now preparing to write a law review article to be published and it has been very long since I have written anything beyond a memo. The article is about the Clean Water Act, and I won't explain it because I don't want you to fall asleep quite yet, but this post will, I hope, get the creative writing juices flowing. (2) My chief failure in life is pride, and therefore, I can't help but think my thoughts on the subject of literature are worth sharing with others, and (3) I wanted to let everyone know that despite the infrequent posts here, we are doing well and still wish to communicate to our dear friends. Blogging is an interesting, unilateral form of communication, and  apparently, somewhat feminine in nature. Still, I think it's important to keep that communication going. I have gently complained to Chablis about her infrequent posts, as I think I enjoy them more than anyone. Don't be afraid; she will do more and much better posts than me in the future.

This past year I have read the following books, in descending order of those I enjoyed most:

1. The Man Who Ate His Boots, by Anthony Brandt- This is my new favorite adventure book. The story follows the true, futile struggle to discover the Northwest passage in the late 18th and early 19th centuries by British explorers. It especially follows Sir John Franklin, who died in the Arctic. His first trip was an overland expedition from the southern end of the Hudson Bay to the Arctic coast, where the McKenzie river drains. The journey north was in the winter, and as if in a Jack London novel, their coffee would freeze minutes after it was poured in their cups, yet they slept in canvas tents. They took too long to get there, spent too much time at the coast and ran out of food before they turned around. Franklin experienced what the author calls "unspeakable suffering" and survived, in part, because he literally ate his boots; hence the title. On the return trip, the man in charge of pulling the canoe decides it is too heavy, so he "accidentally" breaks it. Sure enough, they came across a deep, wide river within a few miles, and no way to cross it. The surgeon in the party decides to try to swim across. He gets about 1/3 of the way in the freezing water, decides he won't make it, so he turns around. The other men had to save him because he could not quite make it back to shore. The author describes the scene with powerful precision. I felt like I was there, suffering with the men, looking across the river in despair, watching the bony figure of the surgeon, as he was pulled out the water more dead than alive. The book was awesome, and I highly recommend it to anyone who enjoys adventure stories. I kept wondering to myself- "why haven't I heard about this before?" The author is remarkably good and the story is incredible.

2. The Idiot, by Fyodor Dostoyevsky- This book is said to have been Dostoyevsky's favorite, and I can see why. It's not without the typical, difficult passages provided by this author. For example, the young radical, Hippolite often breaks into long, senseless speeches in the narration, some of which last up to 20 pages. Still, the protagonist, Prince Myschkin, is what makes the book so good. As a quick example, when first introduced to some young ladies, they laugh at his simpleness and then they ask Myshkin to tell them a story. He launches into a deep and moving true account of a man who was condemned to die. The man was taken to the spot where he was to be killed and was then saved at the last moment (as an all too obvious interesting side note, Dostoyevsky experienced this himself). The girls are simultaneously horrified and captivated and they ask if the man learned a great lesson from his experience and thereafter cherished every moment of life, to which Myshkin says no, he lived as before, procrastinating and squandering his life. Myshkin is a man of innocence and purity; he is simple, yet profoundly wise (I don't know how that's possible, but it works here). I know Myshkin is fictional, but I could not help but think about him, sympathize with him and admire him for weeks after reading the book. Some critics say Myshkin is a symbol of Christ in the story, but I did not quite catch that (by the way, I'm confident there were many things in this book I did not catch; Dostoyevsky is a genius). To me, he was the child we see when Christ tells us to become one. I loved it.

3. Descartes Bones, by Russell Shorto- This somewhat obscure book was a very pleasant surprise. The book follows the bones of Rene Descartes, the great French philosopher. He was the innovative thinker, most famous for writing the often quoted, but perhaps misunderstood "I think, therefore, I am." Following his death in Sweden, his bones were dug up and transported throughout Europe over the centuries. The author follows the journey of his literal bones, but more significantly, describes the impact of Descartes through the centuries, and therefore provides an excellent and fascinating history of philosophical thought from the 14th century to today. In the introduction the author states there are three kinds of people in America: close-minded conservatives, militant liberals and then the third category: thinkers (though I think he left out a large category that might be labeled: the indifferent). The book, he says, is addressed to those thinkers. My favorite part was his analysis of the question of whether humans have souls, or whether there is nothing more to the brain than chemical responses. At one point in this analysis he states that those who believe there is nothing more than a brain are forced to admit that all their aspirations for good are based on nothing more than "moral speculation." The author provides such analyses brilliantly because he explains it all in simple terms using the arguments of the great philosophers. I really enjoyed this book.

4. Ultramarathon Man, by Dean Karnezez- This book is often cheesy, and I think the author indulges in some exaggeration, but still, I found it so entertaining that I read it in two days. The author is a famous ultramarathon runner. He is not fast, but at one point in his life, he was probably capable of running longer than anyone in the world. The book is his own narration of a 200 mile, continuous run he did in California. Along the way, he provides a number of interesting anecdotes, including an endlessly fascinating account of his first 100 mile race. I loved all of the little side stories. If you like to run, you will love this book.

5. A Disciple's Life, by Bruce Hafen- This is a biography of Elder Neal A. Maxwell, a member of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles who died of leukemia a few years ago. The book was slow in parts and I was disappointed that it did not include more of Elder Maxwell's own work (I was hopefully anticipating an alliteration abundance), but I still enjoyed it. Elder Maxwell led a remarkable life. He volunteered to go to the front line in the infantry in Okinawa during WWII. When he got home he used all the money he had saved during the war, to serve a mission. He had a difficult childhood and was not extremely successful in the professional world, as is frequently true of many Church leaders; nor did he have a rapid rise to the top of Church leadership. The book was an interesting account of a remarkable man.

6. Undaunted Courage, by Stephen Ambrose- This is ranked lower only because when I read this last June, it was for the third time. This true story of the Lewis and Clark expedition is awesome. The story is endlessly interesting, very well written and simply fun to read. I know people close to me get tired of hearing anecdotes about the Lewis and Clark expedition, but I can't help it. I love the story. You may be surprised to learn that the story ends in tragedy. Merriwether Lewis is, unquestionably, a hero of heroes in this true story, but in the end he commits suicide under terrible circumstances. Still, don't let that deter you; the book is all about adventure, and I love it.

7. Into the Wild, by John Krakauer- Again, this is rated lower because I have read it multiple times before. This book follows Chirstopher McCandless; an unknown wanderer who starved to death in the Alaskan wilderness after spending over 100 days on his own in the wild. His was a Tolstoyan rejection of wealth, combined with a Thoreau like desire to live in the wild. The story is an admirable one and is written brilliantly. The author, who shares a deep sympathy with the protagonist, pours his soul into the book. It is excellent.

8. Believing Christ, by Stephen Robinson- I finally broke down and read this book that has so often been recommended to me. I confess, my friends were right; the book is very good. It is a simple, but profound explanation of the atonement of Christ. My personal favorite moment in the book is when he explains that when Nephi wrote "it is by Grace we are saved, after all we can do" what he really meant to say was "it is by Grace we are saved, after all, what can we do?" If that sounds like an absurd interpretation, I recommend you read the book; get read for what Stephen Covey fans would call a "paradigm shift." The book is ranked lower on my list because his ideas came as no surprise to me. Years with evangelical Christians pushed me into premature contemplation of these issues, but still the author does an excellent job here.

9. It's Not About the Bike, by Lance Armstrong- I was shocked at how well this book was written. He has, obviously, come into some hard times recently. However, the book is well worth reading. He wrote this book just after winning his first Tour; so it leaves you wondering, " ... and then?" I also know that he had a bit of a nasty divorce with the woman he raves about in the book, and even ends with an emotional account of the birth of their child. But still, I really enjoyed this book. One of the most fascinating parts was the description of his struggle to find a proper method of treatment for his cancer. A simpleton like me expects all the experts to share an opinion, but apparently Armstrong had a variety of treatment options available from experts who had significant disagreements with each other. He clearly chose correctly. This is a great book about life; not about biking.

10. Holes, by Louis Sachar- I read this one for a break, and surprisingly, I really enjoyed it. It was a fun and entertaining read, though I can't convince my daughter to give it a try.

11. In My Time, by Dick Cheney's- This is Cheney's autobiography. I have also read Bush's Decision Points (and to be fair, I read Clinton's autobiography and plan to do the same for Obama after he writes a tell all about his presidency). Cheney's book is very similar to Bush's, except it is written better and more forcefully.  Cheney is more partisan than Bush. He holds more animosity towards his political enemies, but he also has no delusions about his own historical significance, unlike Bush. Still, I could not help but feel persuaded by his arguments. For example, I had always thought that Scooter Libby deserved to go to jail. I think it would be difficult for anyone to walk away from this book feeling anything but outrage for how Libby was treated by the press, the specially appointed prosecutor and even the courts. I need to get off this soap box before I offend the one or two people who will have read this far. Let me hedge by saying Cheney is a polarizing figure and I do not have a great deal of admiration for him; he has accomplished nothing in his life outside of politics. Still, the book is worth the read.

12. The Eternal Husband, by Fyodor Dostoyevsky- Honestly, I struggled a bit with this Dostoyevsky. The story was not quite as inspiring or interesting as many of his others. I began writing a plot summary, but half way into it realized it would be more confusing and dull than helpful, so let me just say it was a bit slow for me. Still, I am glad I read it. There were a few points that were very interesting. For example, in the beginning the main character is hopelessly depressed and lost in feelings of guilt as his recalls his past mistakes. He then tries, unsuccessfully  to stop dwelling on his guilt because the truth is, he is who he is and if the same circumstances were before him today, he would act the same way. Interestingly, the man does, in fact, change during the book. He discovers he has a daughter; a pitiful little girl who dies in the story. This discovery makes him less selfish, more mature and brings him to greater understanding. It's a decent book, but I don't recommend it if you are not already a Dostoyevsky fan.

13. Environmental Science for Dummies- This was my attempt at some self-education for my job. Chablis finds it very interesting that I have become environmentally conscious recently, and she often laughs when I do or say something that leans toward environmentalism. I am not a tree hugger. However, I have noticed a strong correlation between my understanding of the environment and my concern for its future.

14. To The Rescue: A Biography of Thomas S. Monson, by Heidi S. Swinton-  I'm waiting for the backlash from my LDS friends on this one, but here it is folks- I did not like it at all; not even a little bit. I put a "customer review" of the book on Deseret Book's website. To my surprise, they allowed it to be displayed, but they buried it. Here's what I wrote- "The overwhelming majority of the book consists of ambiguous praise of Pres. Monson. Please do not mistake me; I admire and sustain him, but this author ceaselessly sings his praises without giving any meaningful insight into his life. The book is also full of awkward transitions, empty quotes and irrelevant anecdotes. For example, the author describes, at length, a time when he shot and made two basketball shots while visiting a Church gym and includes a copy of his third grade report card, to make sure you're impressed. Yet, the book leaves you frustrated and wondering at questions that would actually provide insight; questions like- Why didn't he serve a mission after his extremely short time in the military? Does he ever wish he did serve? Why was his father inactive? How does he feel about that? How has he come to be financially successful with so little time in the professional world? Etc. For such an expensive book, one would hope to find more than exaggerated praise and rehash of his talks, yet that is all this book contains. Pres. Monson asked the author to write the book, but reading it left me frustrated and wondering why he would provide her a constructive monopoly on something that should be free for all members, and why he would permit so much shameless praise to be published. For me, the book raised far more questions than it answered." I hope you don't mind me quoting myself. It may have been because I read it immediately after reading Elder Maxwell's biography. Elder Maxwell, interestingly, volunteered to be at the front line in Okinawa, while President Monson deliberately chose the Navy Reserves because it would minimize his time in service and potential for danger. Elder Maxwell also served a mission as soon as he got home, but President Monson apparently (I have to guess here, because it is not mentioned) chose not to go. I have to be careful here, lest I hold up a standard of perfection to my leaders. But still, the author gives you the impression that he walks on water; or rather that he carries helpless widows to safety, while walking on water. I'm not saying he should, I'm saying the author should not pretend he does. Regardless, I did not like it and had to put it down out of frustration. Those of you who liked it, feel free to tell me I'm wrong.

In an attempt to avoid being called a literary snob, I also read a couple of Louis Lamore books, but did not enjoy them. I also tried and failed to read a few books this year- For Whom the Bell Tolls, by Hemingway- couldn't get into it. Catch 22- had to put it down because I hated the protagonist. Tolstoy's translation of the New Testament- he is brilliant, but scriptural interpretation is not his area of expertise, and a few others.

If any of you have a great book you would like to recommend to me, or if you have any thoughts about these books, let me know- scottadamsjag@gmail.com. I would love to hear your thoughts.

Thursday, September 6, 2012


I think our families thought it was rude for us to take an entire 3 days away from them to visit some friends who live in Vegas, but you see, these people are family to us! 
My sister, Gentri, was living in St. George so we met the Pettets there and stayed in Scott's parents condo and it was a heavenly quick trip! 

Our first morning we went hiking at Dixie Rock. 





 This is just before I almost died trying to get through the narrows. 


And this is when I'm thinking I'm going to pass out and be stuck in those rocks until I die. 
 But I made it!!! 
I can't believe I did...but I did. 

Scott couldn't fit! He tried for a good 15 minutes and he couldn't get through. And Tyler had baby Anna, so he didn't even try. Scott and Tyler found another way to the top and met us there. 

 Then we made a quick stop at the St. George temple. 
A quick sister shot:


That night Ashley and I left the guys to put kids to bed and headed to Gentri's school so we could have a spa date. We got a facial and a spray tan. My first spray tan, ever. And after I got over the anxiety of thinking I might die from the fumes like that one girl in the news a couple of months ago I moved to having anxiety over my stained feet:
Maybe I shouldn't have made the picture so big. 
But it was pretty hideous. They did get wiped after my tan, I guess my feet are just so sponge-like that they soaked up the juice real good which is more than my legs can say. 


 The next day we went to see Gentri's friends, the goats. 


Lydia was afraid at first, but slowly she warmed up to them. 


Darling Claire. Pretty sure she's got the brain of a 40 yr old in that tiny, adorable head. 





Then we had a farewell lunch at In and Out. 
Sniff, sniff. 


Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Our annual trip to Utah.

The first half of our trip was dedicated to the Adams side of the family. 

We had never met our soon-to-be brother in law so Scott decided a hike was a great way to get to know Tanner. This is from the top of the "Y" just above BYU in Provo. 


The reason for our trip was mostly because Scott's little sister was getting married. 
We don't really do bachelorette parties but a girls date to get pedicures before the big day was in order. 
(I didn't get a picture of my other sisters, Jamie and Janalee who were on the other side of me)


On the big day all the kids waited patiently outside of the temple for Krysten and Tanner to come out as a married couple. 
(Janalee and Randall's kids are missing...not sure where they are - I swear they were here when I took this pic!)


The happy couple: 


The girls at the reception:


And the boys...(minus Jaxon)
This is right before Henry got (accidentally) punched in the face by Brennen which spouted a major bloody nose! Just another aspect of boys I'm trying to get used to! Just a few minutes after Henry's ordeal Bronson got hit and it knocked his tooth out! Of course this all happened DURING the reception. 


Scott managed to sneak another hike into the busy wedding week. He just adores hiking with his brothers. 
Randall beat him to the summit of Lone Peak. 


There is runners talent running through the Adams' boys blood. 
Scott and Randall ran a half marathon together and they took first and third place!! 
Of course, Scott is "out of shape" according to his standards so his brother beat him but a 1:23 for Randall and a 1:26 for Scott is pretty amazing in my book. 



This is our farewell brunch. Jamie fed us all breakfast after Scott and Randall ran their race. 
I was going to say I finally got a picture of ALL the cousins together, but Brennen is missing!! Sheesh. 
These kids all love each other so much. It breaks my heart that my kids can't be closer to their favorite people. Utah is pulling at my heart strings...something I never thought I'd say!

Next up: our trip to Utah to visit one of my favorite families in the world! (and a spa date at my sisters school)